Sometimes it feels like if some things in our life did not happen then what would our life would have been . But that’s life it changes .
“Somewhere in the middle of those fights
I fell in love with u ….
The time when you said break up and then came back to me saying sorry a million times….
Those random eye contacts , and
When ur hands touched mine even by mistake made my heart skip a beat….
Sometimes when it was not by mistake made me fall in love with you ….”
There is always a HIM in the story with HER .
You know when something hurts in your heart , nobody can make that right except u yourself . Today she was missing him a lot , but the reason of why he left her alone makes her strong and thats the only one reason she is thankfull for . He left he her fr someone else , people say why do you still talk to him , what should she tell them that even though he was wrong somewhere in some corner of her heart she does feel for him . Yes , she does . And nothing can change that .
His feelings for her were false but her feelings were true and still are .
Whenever she sees him with someone she gets angry , it hurts .
Some days back he told her abt his new gf ,it felt like the same night at 8.30 pm 2 years back the same day , broken again but she couldn’t show him how hurt she was .
How hurt she was when he told her that they kissed , it felt like she was not getting any sensations , like she was numb dont knw why she started crying like a small child .
And asked herself those questions again and again …
WHAT WAS MY MISTAKE ?
WHY I WAS SUFFERING?
WHY WAS I GETTING THE PUNISHMENT ?
AM I NOT MADE TO LOVE ?
WHY CANT SOMEONE LOVE ME THE WAY I AM ?
WHY ? ? ? ?
Got no answers , had no answers .
The next day all was same , her face looked happy , had a big smile on her face and nobody got to know about the last night or should she say EVERY NIGHT .
People think she is very strong she dont get hurt , that doesn’t mean they will try to hurt her . There should be someone who can sense her sadness in that smile , but she dnt think anybody of that type was there for her, people nowadays seems very busy or maybe they act like one , nobody has time for one another .
They should start understanding the value and importance of the people who are present in their life ,because nobody knows what comes tomorrow .. what life is having for us in that future basket .
So y be sad and make other sad , stay happy , and SMILE . A smile can change everything in you